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Thursday, August 19, 2004

let me have it.

aaaaaaah. i've never really felt insanely stressed when it comes down to anything academically inclined, believe me i'm cool as a cucumber. thats not to be boastful of course. however the lack of this stress is rather worrying at this stage of time, as prelims is a week away while the big a's will knock down my door pretty soon enough. hee.

now lets backtrack, i knew someone (believe me i knew) who stressed over ungraded pieces of work like it was goin to determine her future and the future of generations to come. it seemed like if the work wasn't done well her kids would starve, have no clothes or somethin. 'anak aku nak makan ape? makan pasir?' tempers flared, tears were shed and group members skinned for a formatting error. but work was always done. well too i must say. the credo was, if you already have to do something, might as well do it well. yes? no?

so yeah, it was crazy when it was but nontheless seein and experiencing all that was just what i needed or at the very least, merely spark the will to put in effort. it may well have been forced on me. either way, i dont really know what it was but if i could have that now just as a kickstart to the prevailing months ahead, please tell me where i could find it. yeah anyway, i believe i've never thanked ya for that. so thanks a gazillion hippos and rhinos scooterpie. haha.

p.s. its really cold in here. but our egos dont let us have sweaters. mapia!

Sufian at 9:06 AM

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