Saturday, March 05, 2005
to feel that you've failed others is one thing, but when you feel like you've failed yourself, this dangerous inexorable slide to lonliness and depression suddenly debouch in front of you like a crazed flasher flashing his privates. i feel this non-angry kind of sadness thats hard to explain. what have i accomplished and what do i own? the epiphany of my life's values and goals overcomes the joyousness of my personality. for the first time in a long time, it's dark and cloudy up in 'ere, and it has nothin to do wit women. well sorta.
song qoute of the week.
'you've been and always will be, the apple of my eye'
haha. yes appleeee. leeooopaaaaard.
Sufian at 8:02 PM