Saturday, September 18, 2004
today i found out that something in the past that i had wanted to happen in the then future to someone, has happened. the then future is well, much sooner than later i'd say. and now that my then-ill-wish has been granted, i dont feel too well. i guess i didn't really want it to happen. i just wanted to be felt at the time. i would make it all better if i could. call it sympathy, call it love. but moments of clarity can make thoughts made in anger seem void.
'now dont you understand man, universal law?
what you throw out come back to you star
never underestimate those who you scar
cause karma karma karma come back to you hard' lauryn hill
Sufian at 5:43 PM
