Saturday, January 15, 2005
i'm not lazy, i'm just uninspired.
you see, it takes a special powerful soul to inspire me, but we all know circumstances can be a real bitch at times innit? who is that soul? you know who you are. we all play on sympathy, but too much sympathy gets pathetic, i think.
'sappy break.'
'so i speak to you in riddles cause
my words get in my way.
i smoke the whole thing to my head and feel it wash away
'cause i can't take anymore of this, i want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart'
okay so back to normal stuff. i'll be having field camp next week from 22nd to one week later. that should be fun, 7 days of powder bathing and sleeping in the mud. oh the things ppl do for the name of service. but alls been good so far, and hoping for the same in the weeks to come. though i really could use some entertainment when i get to book-out, cause this regimentation is really not tickling my funnybones. one last thing, never be greedy.

Sufian at 6:22 PM