Wednesday, February 16, 2005
ahh, i'm back for a lil more than 12 hours. somehow i dont really feel like livin it up or gettin myself wasted in this rare moment freedom. somehow i feel kinda empty, though i cant say its none of my doing.
i push away people.. just because. and people say i'm choosey when it comes to friends. well.. maybe.
people that live on memories find themselves unable to open up, and let new people, new experiences enter their lives, because it will never be as good as the things they had. i guess thats my undoing. so yeah, thats all for this confessions of a teenage emo-dirtbag. ha ha haha. fuck. i just said all that without my 'cool' censors flinching.
Sufian at 10:34 PM
